Soon, I will suck myself up and just become a vacuum.
I argue for a philosophical position that as far as I can tell, no one else ever has (or at least has never proven). I have only a rudimentary understanding of metaphysics, so I turn in circles and circles until my paper is totally restructured, and then I start again. And again.
It is due tomorrow.
I had a glass of wine to relax, but it only muddies my thoughts. I feel I am trying to decipher some sort of a Zen koan--only instead of sitting in Zazen meditating, I feel my ass grow wider and more numb on my folding chair as I type type type away my circular musings and half-baked concepts.
Dear god, why didn't I choose to pursue a literature degree?
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Because that wouldn't have made your brain expand in new and possibly physically impossible ways!
In a bit of good news, I went to our old Baja spot the other day and thought of you. Then missed you some more. *tear*
Aw, sweetie--I miss you too! Just tonight, I was looking at your pretty profile picture on our shared email server and was thinking how much I miss you.
I must visit soon! When I have enough $$, I'm coming out & taking you to lunch (at Baja, of course)! ;)
Yay!!
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