Tuesday, December 4, 2007

My head is folding in on itself.

Soon, I will suck myself up and just become a vacuum.

I argue for a philosophical position that as far as I can tell, no one else ever has (or at least has never proven). I have only a rudimentary understanding of metaphysics, so I turn in circles and circles until my paper is totally restructured, and then I start again. And again.

It is due tomorrow.

I had a glass of wine to relax, but it only muddies my thoughts. I feel I am trying to decipher some sort of a Zen koan--only instead of sitting in Zazen meditating, I feel my ass grow wider and more numb on my folding chair as I type type type away my circular musings and half-baked concepts.

Dear god, why didn't I choose to pursue a literature degree?

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3 comments:

Ghetto Photo Girl said...

Because that wouldn't have made your brain expand in new and possibly physically impossible ways!

In a bit of good news, I went to our old Baja spot the other day and thought of you. Then missed you some more. *tear*

Alexandra Scarborough (Sasha) said...

Aw, sweetie--I miss you too! Just tonight, I was looking at your pretty profile picture on our shared email server and was thinking how much I miss you.

I must visit soon! When I have enough $$, I'm coming out & taking you to lunch (at Baja, of course)! ;)

Ghetto Photo Girl said...

Yay!!